Dear Diary...

Dear Diary...

I figure an appropriate cause of death for any young lady should be, "Died trying a new sex position" I really would not mind that. At least I would have died trying to make myself happy. As young people we seek the happiness of our parents (home, kids, permanent job) where as we should want happiness for the here and now. If you having sex or making love, might as well enjoy it. People question me and my habits, the concept is simple:  Once a man wants to build a relationship with you it simply means that he is availing his penis for you to use. He now surrenders his penis to the power of the heat between your thighs. This is now your penis. One must use one's things! So use that penis in order to reach your own extreme levels of desire. Its a waste to do it if you not prepared to receive the Ecstasy and crazy toe curling sensations running through your body.

 Sex is an art, I'm no Proff nor gynecologist  but I know good sex and I know great sex. Our bodies become flexible and on such a high, when sexually aroused, that there is no position you cannot do. No matter your size or the size of his penis (Nose grows longer).  Men and females are different. A man will undeniably and most certainly reach his climax, EVERYTIME. He will cum even if the girl is posed like a Nandos full chicken. So do not trust the male species to ensure your sexual pleasure ladies, this is your responsibility. Ladies have several hot spots for pleasure, and each time a girl cums, it doesn't feel like the previous time and she has different levels of orgasm and these are reached by different positions, different textures, rhythms and angles. You have a lifetime to explore these... I reckon you get on it.

I have realised that I actually have a fetish with abnormal sex. As winter is sneaking in, one thinks about sex more and more. I am always sexually aroused and keen on doing something new. I did some research on the internet (not porn) to discover new positions and the anatomy of the penis. I was gaining more confidence with initiating new things and he was reaping the benefits, so there, its all a win win. After reading that the male G spot lies 1.5 cm inside his anus, I wanted to do this for him. Oh but I know he will not respond keenly to that. I thought about ways to trick him into bending over for me. Hahaha. Then  I downloaded some animations and sent the 69 pic to my boyfriend one lazy night, he was at a braai with his friends. His response was that he was coming to fetch me right at that moment. I stay at home, so I told him I can sneak out but I'll have to be back in a few hours before my mom wakes up. I don't even think he read that message because in less than 15 minutes he called to say he is outside. Ncoah when he gets a Boner he just has this different texture in his voice, a certain huskiness. I managed to freshen up, grab some wet wipes and take off my panties, put some perfume lotion on, put on a denim mini and a vest for the braai (Where I thought we were going).  I had not shaved in a while, ahh well indoda yam of years and he will just have to deal with the consequences unexpected sex opportunities. As I sneaked out of home, I could feel the adrenalin kicking in and circulating my body... I hope to get at least three rounds. The thought of playing Wifey to his friends and their girlfriends just bored me at this stage.

As I get onto the car he greets me with a sweet smile and a brush on my cheek. I still melt after being with this man for years but my heart still skips a beat. He takes my hand as always, and we drive. I immediately start talking about my day,  this and that about my cute nephew. I softly tap his bulge, and poor thing was hard. I laugh softly and tease him about the girls at the braai. He just laughed saying his dick listens to one voice and that's mine. "Hahaha I told you that's my penis" and we laugh heading towards his place. What braai? As soon as it was confirmed that we going to his place I felt my punani dance up and down for joy. We were gonna get it :)

Arrived at his place and before even closing the door behind me, he hugged me for a few seconds, breathing in my neck and I grabbed his face and kissed him deeply and smoothly and asked him if everything was okay. He nodded then placed a few kisses on my lips and took my hand and led me to the bathroom. He ran a bath and some bath salts and soaps I'd bought for him a long time ago, it was normally just decoration (Yes we that black). I looked at him and we laughed because the bottle was ancient. While listening to the running water he let me unzip his pants and he did the same with my denim mini, while he stretched up to take off his t-shirt I went on my knees, facing a fully aroused circumcised dick curled up in front of me. I kissed the tip slightly and he let out a mumble about his mom. I took off his socks and pants by the ankles then took off my vest and bra. My titties were brushing his thighs and I could feel his hands shake as he grabbed my neck and directed my mouth to his manhood. I just took a deep breath and sucked it slowly up and down and finally deep throating so hard I gagged. Letting it go  to the back of my soft, squishy and warm tonsils, his scream gave me the chills. I ran my hand up his legs and separating them, so that I had enough space to work on this man. I left his penis and started kissing his testies, he was having weird spasms so I gently put one in my mouth. In my mind I was trying to be so sensitive then wen I sucked the other one he begged me to let him cum. I didn't reply and reached my head further into the depths of his body, at this weird position all I could do was reach my wet tongue slightly brushing just below the balls. At this point he screamed in a language I didn't know and gripped my shoulders so hard, then I felt droops of a hot creamy liquid land on my back. Ncoah. He collapsed next to me, saying this is meant to be my treat, I kissed him and told him "Its because I love you" then went into the bath and sat there in the warm water.

When he got the strength he stood up and joined me. Sat behind me. Now I'm no small girl so I thought about doing it right there than thought rather not... Until he started kissing my back and playing with my wet breast and now erect nipples. He was singing along with Maxwell's Bad Habits that was playing in the other room. Something about the water, about the warms and slipperyness made all nerves to be responsive and be on point, my muscles to ease at the mercy of this man. He reached down to my girlie and rubbed my clit so softly I gasped loudly as my body shook at this burning sensation and I pushed against him and lifted up my leg so that he would have more access. he continued to kiss me and caress all the bits of my body. Splishing and splashing water everywhere he grabbed me by the hips and lifted me slightly and I felt him enter me. Oh My! I did not expect that! We moved together in a slurry of vanilla scented water and cum and passion. We screamed together in a language induced by the feelings we ripped open together and in the heat he stood up and whispered something I was too dizzy to hear.

I found him fixing us drinks and we just spoke ekhishini naked. He had brought me meat from the braai. We were laughing and I kept looking at his penis hoping it would be ready soon. I was still horny and still had to sneak home. I rose from my chair and went to change the music and put Beyoncé 4. I led him to the couch and started moving smoothly to the beats and told him to just watch. I went to sit on the kitchen bar stool and gave him a perfect view as I sang along and ooh and aah touching my self. I was horny as hell and his penis was not responding fast enough. I chose to finger myself till I came my eyes locked on him I could see his hands gripping the sofa so I decided to up the intensity by taking a dish cloth and tying his hands behind his head and I climbed on him, his dick just touching my pussy, I took a sip of my drink, looking straight into his eyes and once I put it down on the coffee table I kissed him solid and  I bent backwards till my weave touched the floor and I licked my fingers and played with my clitoris and he has the perfect view. He was begging for it at this stage and as I was feeling like I'm about to cum again, I felt his strong hands touch me and his fingers fuck me and I was loving it too much to remember that we were role playing. I gave him the power. His dick was hard now and my pussy hot and wet, my clitoris vibrating, my head in wonder as I was upside down and still sitting on him. His hands clutched my feet and he put the tip of his penis in and slowly raising my feet while simultaneously putting more and more of his strong dick inside. Until finally my legs were in a squat, my head still upside down but our organs of pleasure in unity. This position gives him the view of power and an angle for his penis to rub against the G Spot and mine to just enjoy while he thrushes inside me. He lifted me up so that we could face each other and I came instantly as he was still inside me. 

He looked at me asking, "What do you want?" I screamed "You" and he gave it to me! We kiss as we move, him yelling my name and fucking harder, me begging him to go deeper and faster. Ahh he grabs my buttocks and opens them, to accommodate a new position. He pushed me to the side, put one leg over his leg and trushed in. My face was inbedded in the couch all I could feel was this man inside me and it felt so good. I don't know what I should name this new position scissors or the crab. Now we just talking dirty and I keep releasing hot juices all over him. He was shaking and ijaqamba was killing me but the price of an orgasm is high. Sweating and humping for a few more minutes in a rhythm now, when he pulls my other leg so that I fall on my stomach and he grabs my hips and puts it in from the back. Yaz there is just something about doogy style that sends spasms to all my muscles. I tighten my vagina (Kegel Exercise-girls should always do this) and i know he loves this and soon cums and his hot sweaty body lies on top of my back. We lay there, hot and breathing heavily fr a few minutes, listening to the last tracks of Beyoncé 4. He kissed my neck and told me I gotta go home before we get in trouble noMkhwekazi. This was true. The ride home was sweet as he bought a milkshake for me on the way. 

Oh! I also got a beautiful pair of boots from Foschini teh next day. But thats another story....

Love Ane